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21. AD Airman. Just finding my way.
He says I can stay here a while longer and he doesn’t want me to leave even though we broke up.
It’s a false comfort. I wish I knew what he meant. I’m more of a date oriented person. “Move out by xx” He cuddled with me in his sleep last night. I’m going to miss that so much. I’ll probably move out within the next few weeks.
I am really thinking about trying to do the Palace Chase program and go guard or reserves. I would even cross train. I hate how gay my job is. I feel like I have to be fake around these people all the time because you have to be politically correct.
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Well, we broke up.
This sucks. I’m going to miss him so bad when I move out.
I’m going to just miss him at work the rest of the week knowing I can’t stay and we won’t have the same kind quality time.
I know we will still hang out, but ugh.
This was for the best. I hope things work out for him. I hope he gets his station of choice or he deploys like he wants to and has the time of his life. I hope he meets the girl of his dreams and I hope he stops being so hard on himself.
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